a dark night it was
clouds hiding the stars
smoke booze and yaars
that was was the plan
sky was black and blue
friends were few
some were new
but the aura made them true
partially dried manipal lake
all my dreams were awake
all my smiles were fake
and i knew my yes would be a mistake
heart was filled with killing loneliness
and the biting stressing stress
all around was silencing darkness
sky was filled with moonless emptiness
perfect place to celebrate loneliness
perfect place to kill the stress
perfect fear of darkness
and the clouds completed the moonless emptiness
sutta daaru whisky and rum
helped all of us to forget our gum
and for me 'thumbs up' was enough
for making my eyes num
soon they all were so high
that bunny and prasuddha filled the sky
the laughter was everywhere in the sky
because of the sentimental bheja fry
there were beers and cheers
really happy were all my peers
but i was the one drowning in my own tears
simply for my own fears
something was wrong
something was going on
deep within my heart
i was far away from the 'rock on'
that was going on
i dont know why
i wanted to cry
i wanted to live and die
something unusual was happening with me
something was smothering me
something was haunting me
and i was wondering
""""
zindagi ye ab
...............kat ti nahi hai
ansu ye ab
...............thamte nahi hai
hum bhi to ab
................haste nahi hai
dooriyan bhi ab
.............badhne lagi hai
raahein bhi ab
..............milti nahi hai
aadat bhi ab
..........padh si gayi hai
dhadkane bhi ab
............tham si hui hai
arzue bhi ab
............kam si hui hai
zindagi bhi ab
............ruk si gayi hai
har pal, har lamha
kaun hai vo
jiski kami hai
har pal ,har lamha
kya hai vo
jo in ankho ki nami hai
.......
......
.....
""""
and they may be wondering
kaun hoon main
kyu hoon main yahan
kiska ka hai ise intzar
hum hai na
loser hoon main
manipal nahi hai mera jahaan
grow up ,get a life
why not what's wrong
these kind of things must be going on
i may be what they call
i may not get that far
may be smoking makes them kool
come on i am not in skool
i know whats kool
after all i am mukul
and what makes me a fool
i said no
that made me a loser
in their eyes
i said no
that made me a winner
in my eyes
sometimes you have to say no
sometimes you have to let everything go
sometimes its easy to go with flow
sometimes being yourself is the hardest thing to do
sometimes you are alone in the crowd of everyone
sometimes you just have to be you
sometimes winning isn't everything
at the end of the day u should be a winner in front of your own eyes
its all that matters
