Monday, April 12, 2010

sutta na lia

a dark night it was 
clouds hiding the stars

smoke booze and yaars

that was was the plan



sky was black and blue

friends were few

some were new

but the aura made them true



 
partially dried manipal lake
 
all my dreams were awake

all my smiles were fake

and i knew my yes would be a mistake



 
heart was filled with killing loneliness

and the biting stressing stress

all around was silencing darkness

sky was filled with moonless emptiness





perfect place to celebrate loneliness

perfect place to kill the stress

perfect fear of darkness

and the clouds completed the moonless emptiness




 
sutta daaru whisky and rum

helped all of us to forget our gum

and for me 'thumbs up' was enough

for making my eyes num




 
soon they all were so high

that bunny and prasuddha filled the sky

the laughter was everywhere in the sky

because of the sentimental bheja fry


 
there were beers and cheers

really happy were all my peers

but i was the one drowning in my own tears

simply for my own fears

 



 
something was wrong
 
something was going on

deep within my heart

i was far away from the 'rock on'

that was going on




 
i dont know why

i wanted to cry
 
i wanted to live and die



something unusual was happening with me

something was smothering me

something was haunting me

and i was wondering
""""

 


zindagi ye ab

...............kat ti nahi hai


ansu ye ab

...............thamte nahi hai


 
hum bhi to ab
 
................haste nahi hai




dooriyan bhi ab

.............badhne lagi hai


 
raahein bhi ab

..............milti nahi hai

 
aadat bhi ab

..........padh si gayi hai


 
dhadkane bhi ab
 
............tham si hui hai

 
arzue bhi ab

............kam si hui hai


 
zindagi bhi ab

............ruk si gayi hai


 
har pal, har lamha
 
kaun hai vo

jiski kami hai


 
har pal ,har lamha

kya hai vo

jo in ankho ki nami hai



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""""
and they may be wondering

kaun hoon main

kyu hoon main yahan

kiska ka hai ise intzar

hum hai na

loser hoon main

manipal nahi hai mera jahaan
 
grow up ,get a life

why not what's wrong
 
these kind of things must be going on

i may be what they call
 
i may not get that far

may be smoking makes them kool

come on i am not in skool

i know whats kool

after all i am mukul

and what makes me a fool


 
i said no

that made me a loser

in their eyes

 

i said no

that made me a winner

in my eyes



 
sometimes you have to say no
sometimes you have to let everything go
sometimes its easy to go with flow
sometimes being yourself is the hardest thing to do
sometimes you are alone in the crowd of everyone
sometimes you just have to be you
sometimes winning isn't everything
at the end of the day u should be a winner in front of your own eyes
its all that matters